i need to find a job. i need to find a job. i need to find a job.

i need to get a job. i need to get a job. i need to get a job.

and i need a holiday. alone. and thats not possible.

this is so damn unfair. my parents dont want to go overseas, my friends dont want to go overseas. and i cant go alone.

parents working. friends working. other friends busy. other friends preparing for school.

oh dont let me fool you. i dont have that many friends.

but those that i can ask out, are usually not available.

i need to be unavailable too. please?

happy 21st birthday bro! all the best for the upcoming year :D

super tired now dno why. last day of work at my uncle’s company today. zomg i need to find a new job.

shopping, or rather splurging is my recent obsession now. this is v v bad. i dno how to stop!! :C after going to bugis, i know why sporean girls all dress similarly haha.

going city square mall with joc tmr never go there before so exciting! C:

when there is this invisible brick wall between 2 people, it takes much effort to demolish it but little to build it up higher.
i want so much to break down this barrier but things will screw up all over again.
is it ever possible?

Glad you enjoyed today (: Although you ps me for dinner tonight, i still love you k? The card not very nice but A for effort huh? (: Have a great birthday & enjoy Penang!

Hi. I have not yet started to enjoy this long holiday of mine. :(

Its 11 days since holidays officially started. I spent the first week getting into the ‘My exams are freaking over!’ mood and rushing to prepare for prom & the past few days working and getting well.

Yesssssss getting well. Immediately after prom, i got this terrible sorethroat and now im having a blocked nose! First, the left nostril gets blocked, then the right, then the left and urgh. Now its the right. :( Anyway, SDD was fine. Took many pictures all on Facebook. To tell the truth, im totally not a prom kind of girl. I dislike wearing a dress, putting on make-up, wearing heels, doing my hair and everything, gosh! So i was kinda glad when i got home that day. SDD 09 will now be a page in my life. :) & work. Work is alright but i always get numb fingers at the end of the day. Im using this time while most of my friends are away on holiday to earn more money so that we can hang out and enjoy the next time we go out! :D I wonder if Joc got her B&J job? I hope she does! Maybe i can get free ice cream hehheh.

I cant wait to really, really start my holidays. There’s work tmr though. Got to wake early so off i go now!

THE As are finally over. Officially. (:

Like many others, i didnt feel much estacy two days ago when the biology paper ended marking the end of my tertiary education. However, i think i awoke the following morning feeling more happy remembering that i wont have to touch my notes for a long while. HAHA that was yesterday. As for this morning, when i woke up, i was still thinking if i have to study for anything else. It needs some getting used to. This overwhelming amount of freedom is.. weird, and great!:D:D I’ll skip over voicing out my inner thoughts and feelings excessively but this i’ve got to say. Its amazing how fast time passes. Just when i thought i’ll never make it through A levels (with maths paper 1 being the first paper and all, urgh!), day by day passes and now its over. I CANT BELIEVE IT! And then now im not looking forward to getting back my results HAHA. But thats for next year. For now, i just want to get a life!(:

Went to eat at Just Acia after the paper ended on thursday. There’s free flow ice cream and drinks but i guess none of us really did make use of that promotion. HAHA went bowling at marina square after that before girlfriend came to find me. Bought my prom stuff and it was my first time walking in heels that day! :\ Hey! I think im not bad. Seriously seriously! HAHA. I just hope my complexion clears up by next wednesday. Mmhm went to catch New Moon too! Personally, i feel that this movie doesnt impact me as much as the first one did. Firstly, Edward Cullen appeared for less than half the movie. Secondly, i kind of find EC quite pathetic and weak in this movie. Did you see the ending part? He totally just got thrashed by those guys. I didnt have the ‘woah hes so damn cool’ feeling, not like the first time i watched it. Thirdly, Bella’s bad to Jacob. He’s nice (eh hot bod haha). EC totally pale in comparison if comparing bods. :\ Lastly, EC asked Bella to marry him. ZZZ! Anyway, i think i need to read the book. It’ll help me like it better i think.

I want to work! But i dont really want to find haha. Anyone has any lobangs?

Been going to town for many many times since chemistry paper ended so kind of sick of town now. I want to do more exciting stuff!:(

I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS!!!!!!!!!!

Pictures from Nihonmura:

and the thing im holding is actually a chocolate condom haha.

I think im falling sick!

:( :( :(

girlfriend ended her exams on thursday and we went town after that. was supposed to walk around isetan cos we both have the vouchers but we spent quite some time eating at ion basement. HAHA toriQ, peking duck and cheese pancake:) in the end, she bought this white cardigan and i found nothing! OMG my voucher expires on the 30th nov!!:( i need to spend it, else it’ll go to waste.

and everyone’s preparing for prom! i havent the slightest idea where to get mine. luckily gf said she got lobang for rental hehheh.

spent last afternoon with tandas, jiaxin, zan, althea and sean around cityhall. ate astons and wanted to go minds cafe but cos it was public hols so it was kind of costly and we just thick-skinnedly walked out HAHA. i finally bought my shades!:) :) chilled at b&j for awhile before the others headed home.

walked so much yesterday!! my feet’s still aching!:( its 230am saturday morning  now btw. HAHA just bathed. so, as i was saying, after the others left, i went to walk around ps, then headed over to ion, bought the pair of jeans i saw ytd, went back to dhoby ghaut stn, then over to serangoon. stoned there for super long before meeting cl they all at the 317 bus stop. andy drop bomb say getting results in jan/feb. sigh really meh? i seriously just sian. :\ surprisingly, chomp chomp wasnt that crowded despite it being a public hol and a friday. guess it was partly due to the rain earlier. stingray, sugar cane, chicken wing, kangkong. ct came after that and we went to buy cranberry juice and redbull cos they say want to mix absolut vodka. we bought a cake and went to caroline’s house supposedly wanting to surprise her. but while we were lighting candles outside her house, we made so much noise and she popped her head out from her window and saw us. -.- so much for surprise. oh well, she sort of guessed it anw so its okay! caroline then drove us over to cl’s house and nope, we didnt drink much at all. HAHA lamy came too and his face red after one cup. lousy one. HAHA. remembered our o level days, when temperature and tokyo drift was in. it was so nice hanging out with them again. they are so spastic they never fail to crack me up. :D hang out soon again k!

took some pictures at cl’s house. but im much too tired to upload them now. my part runny/part blocked nose is making me so miserable! all the other camwhore photos are in aaron’s cam. so will upload them soon.

I NEED SLEEP! no more insomnia please!

time to chill:)

9 more days to biology paper 1, then it’ll be the official end of A levels.
not that i dont already consider it unofficially over now. HAHA.

i smell so much freedom, i dont really know what to do with my time. :\

spent the whole afternoon packing up my room.
mich is right. a room after post exam is like post war.
BUT NOW, there are no more files, worksheets, notebooks (except bio) within my sight.
it drives me estatic!

but, sigh. no plans for tomorrow. think i’ll just chill, study and maybe watch a dvd.

i want to go on a holiday!
i want to work!
i want to play!
gosh, i just want to live everyday to the fullest:)

cos once again, i have learned to cherish.
people i love, things i love and want to do, time.

Heart, mind and soul.

Do it, you.