Heart, mind and soul.

Do it, you.

ouch, my aching muscles.

photo of the day:

nice one lah mr hoe.

Studying rocks.

Studying rocks.

Studying rocks.

Kind of late but its really time to wake up.

If i get depressed, i’ll focus on the head-nodding dog, necklace and ring and tell myself i can do it:) 

To miss, or not?

My everyday’s packed with remedials.

Ah, the awesomeness of Picasa. 

6 hours of sleep, here we go.

Honestly, im really at the valley of my life right now.

These few months, i’ve gradually seen my name disappearing from all of your blog posts.
It hurts not because i want to be mentioned, but because it simply means that we’ve not even been hanging out/talking.
Dont you all feel this way? Dont you all feel hurt? Lonely? Sad & Neglected?
Maybe im the only one. Maybe i dont have many friends, & thats what makes losing you all so painful.

Many times id wanted so badly to message you all at random and then we’ll just chill and what not. But i guess those were the old times. When we were not so busy. When we’re not so occupied with our own stuff. When we were willing to sacrifice the time even though there are those god damned exams.

Just want to tell you all that i missed you all.  

If i had one birthday wish coming to me, i’ll wish for more time so that we can enjoy each other’s company again.

We’re Golden! says: 
blog bout meeeeeeeeee and how i slimmed down

that’s jocelyn ong hui zhen btw lol.

celebrated weijie’s birthday today. spent almost two hours watching some movie called whiteout, which i dont even understand much about what’s going on, ate at foodcourt zzz. played daytona at arcade HAHA i ownzxzxx siol! no la i didn’t. at least i didnt get last k.

my aircon’s finally working again super happy.

today laugh until very tired. going sleep now goodnight!

today is the end of prelims.

C:

not elated, but quite happy nonetheless.

i guess i’ve changed. i kind of shocked myself that i didnt get all emo and stuff like that even though i felt like i had screwed the paper(s) up. HAHA i’ve decided that no matter what happens, im going to face it, take it as it comes. happiness comes first, whatever the circumstances are.

my aircon conked up recently. going to sleep in my parent’s room tonight. just like back to when i was in primary school. havent had a satisfying sleep since a month ago. i feel quite dumb staying up to study for some of the papers. HAHA 9 hours of sleep in 3 nights. but its alright, i can finally get a good nights’ rest. C:

fall, get up, move on. you can.

i guess staying up last night was a little worth it.
though its kind of screwing up my system now.
chem was kind of bad, but its going to be the best i can give.

damn it, its only prelims.

afternoon paper tmr, econs case study.
then i can look ahead to the short break.

side note: do you know, new moon is coming out in theatres on 3rd dec? and do you know what occasion that is? the last day of my darned A levels. talk about celebration. :)

1:01am.

super tired, my eyes are auto shutting.
luckily bio is afternoon paper tmr.

econs paper2 is as expected, gone case.
maths, all i can say is schools only teach us how to solve questions, but they dont teach us how not to be cock eye.

Less than 8 hours away from the fucking econs paper2 and i have nothing in my fucking brain.
Its okay. Been through so much of this damned shit, what’s a few more?